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Under new waves Revolution
first line to our solution
is to stop black on black polution
that's running us all into some illusion
from the mental mindset of confusion

We as people must start by da emotion
to love oneself to an understanding
rule it like it's demanding
blend it with brotherly and sisterly love
to respect and honor those below or above
give a shout and a warm hug

Our Revolution is to unite a unity in every community
by joining handz as freedom riders in this new age
we have to take center stage wit depth and a pledge
so we can reach out and gain an edge
talk to the street worriors dat's in the game
ringing from hustler/pimp/dealers and gangz
feed them da wisdom and knowledge to da brains

Our Revolution must be televised , must be heard
bring forth our own liberty under a different word
to keep da black money market in the hood
open centers /playlots and gyms for our youth
get the gun totes to bond under a truce
by lovin and overstanding we are on our own
bring forth our very own unity song

Revolutionize the knowledge of our culture & History
let it be heard and learned as we march to victory
raise the bars of RED BLACK & GREEN
say hello to sweet mother Africa Queen
Da land of our pride and bring reality to those dreams
by fighting poverty /supremacy/to weaken our struggle
by loyality love of each other, gain back superiority

[color="Black"]This we must mandate
and guide our own fate
preach unity love deep and str8
change is now our destiny date
one we as the people surely must make
get back in our homes as leaders
raise our childrens be there speakers
most of all love every black humankind on earth
we all hold a great and deep lovin worth
these the tools to bring us out this curse![/

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]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=82 CHANGE !!! http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=81 Wed, 08 Oct 2008 06:43:05 GMT CHANGE

What is change to rearange
on da note of hope & promises
from da bottom to center stage
while we yet still cage in rage
da fight has proven deeper
to the out right heavy sleepers
for the change of us people
Divided between two clashies
like a death rash
we become slaves and masters
on tools and books tossing curves
words of destruction burstin
Change from another betrayal
to our human layer as slayers
I fare da trap and still vow my hand
i stand not in the twisted war
but by a collective mental thinking
i case in regards for what i am
change instill in me a higher study
a place of realism and facing what is
in da change of morrow to our black power
no one man can give us change
we have to bring it from within ourselves
collectively as a people to defry the system
that's against us and about us that was made
on us this change is us once we unify.

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Copyrights 2008__________________ ]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=81 MY COUNTRY http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=80 Wed, 08 Oct 2008 06:30:52 GMT MY COUNTRY

My country tears of we
Da sour land of sad liberty
I see and sing
where my forefather's died
as Africans stood in pride
against supremacy
dat no-longer hidez

My Country of struggling soul
on da streets of hollow cold
in tis poverty da system has mold
taken, beaten and sold
like chep labor as awareness grow
living in tis country of a-me-ri-ka
feeling da harash racism blow

Fighting da waves of mental slavery
in my country of doubts and maybe's
i see and sing
to someday let our people ring
ring in freedom from tis cage
to stop self bitterness and silly rage
against black on black crime

I've watch how we now dying
forgetting to rise and become da great shine
for my people surely it's tyme
to teach our inner troops
these be our very own youth
we no longer da spook of poof
raising da bars through da roof

In my country of hardship & pain
that hurts and leave a bloody stain
making us as people not use our brain
yet we not willing to make our change
to move on and mark our claim
as i see and sing is my aim
not wit da gun of bang)) bang))
but da mind of unity as united we sang

My Un-justice league of false hero's
is nothing more then what was told
they don't teach our history
as our future is now so bleep
in these crazy unworthy streets
youth on da rise inside state cells
pitted in danger and harm forth they dewell
like rotten fruitz in amerika 's funky smell
when will we come from under there spell

O' how i wanna stand upon da pride rock
but da system supremacy set on lock
so at war i tote my glot
ready to fight and take back my spot
as one of the true KINGZ from da motherland
O' yes our dear but hurting Africa
so in da battle i quiz my mind as i pop
i see and sing, refuse to rot
mentally i jock and jock my aim high
in my country i tell u no lie
let's RIDE !

]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=80 VOID SUBMISSION http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=79 Wed, 08 Oct 2008 06:03:51 GMT VOID......submission
Mystical adorn in a golden glow
exhilarating, anticipating afirm'd
something missing a big void deep in me !

Standing apath hungry & cold
filthy laced in sorrow rags
decay of disease and cry of plea

Suppression lingers deeper mentally
physical weaken my body raped
mind stolen ,heart broken from dispair
search for shelter from depression

Da Struggling wondering soul
lost in fold full existence and hopeless
destitution afraid within as no food 2 eat

No money,no garments, no home
no job, no life yet i see hope
none en-void

lost job habor the endless task
how long will blacks struggle last
Poverty reflects poison eyez
dis mazed to life suprize
born into da depth of slavery, struggle
and full of greed from da lost long
a dream of deed i cry in da path
left behind

my body maybe held in this captivity
my heart may hurt a lifetime
I may even be da prey of conviction

but i have holyness a mindset so free
A depth of soul to let my spirit fly freely
open the wind gates as i rise from within
through prayer and faith on hope

I see the mission through tears of ponds and reflect
and reflect from da sons of sun in da passing light
i fear not the darkness of what comes at night
i have a place in da hollows of my billows
i shall rise , i shall rise , i shell rise high in depth
and know i will not bowdown unto man
forth thou master not of this earth nor land
mirror image is me i see for i am him of his mold
and i shall rise in da mission task at hand
i will take as many along side me that will
reach back unto another black soul.

my people our people our struggle my struggle
this life time ....i live , i live
NONE~ EN~VOID

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]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=79 AMERICA and ME... http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=78 Wed, 08 Oct 2008 05:25:08 GMT America and me is one tale spin to the next in a place on earth where i
must face reality the pain and all it's matter from the destructional walls
of racism to the poverty and struggle of black people even mother Africa !
Our Blackmindz are as free to speak , learn and rise above our sinners who kiil any thought we may present in life . The tyme for change is now within us as a people .

America and me has been on blast from birth and labled by the CIA / FBI / GOV and the security of our welfare base on the color of our skin and not the creed of our character as people
We now face the worse of times through blind minds and broken dreams , divided thinking and selfishness
we are at lost for who we are and what we are in life and our goals , even been taken down from our own self actions the way we walk and talk , dress America has alwayz been the landz for slavery and it's trade against blackz
we now face the poorest of jobs / lowest of school learning time we empower our mindz but first we mush see self as oneself in the mirror and defind who one is and what movement self in, Life has toss a myth upon us and broke any chance of common bonding a unity or to unite.

This story blog change face every time a soul change it's true rights and step away from it's rightful place in this none liberty not so free land. we have forgotten about our women the greatest treasure of life as we replaced it with hurtful/harmful and deadly tongues like a poison ship sailing.

We the people of this land to form a more perfect union and bring forth our own understanding, Me in amerika under the falls of shameful deeds /acts and awareness has closed in on a whole new way to fight a system that's strong when it's back by greed / supremacy and other dirty deeds against blackz'
the fight is bigger then me now it a us war !
Wisdom & knowledge and unity is the best weapon we can pose in this battle , we must rise to the facts and task as blackmindz.

There's no place like da journey of timez

in da streets of fracture dreamz and blind mindz
pitted under da slumber of death sleepers
to da cry of hollow scary weepers

Soulz taken in mass destruction
many live in america's corruption
like da falsely hood of jubelee
divided from us and da power of we

Heartz broken like frozen glass
brothers and sisters displayed in mask
as bodies count rise rapidly fast
we da people now on blast

Save me , save me from my sorrow
take me away from such deadly horror
allow me to walk in my great morrow
and give me as i live my daily flower

I stand big, yet not as an tower
and still i fight in unities battle
my life un-glue yet need no power
for i have hope faith by da hour

Stuck in tis colour maze
suited in armor of silver glaze
rage of destructional blaze
still my mind is never cage

I journey through life's single page
in america's cities stage
fighting da witts of poverty waves
under da struggle dat's been laid

Odds that i may not live
so i call out unto u peace be still
unite as people under his will
and let us not bring unity kill

I am of clay, da dirt of his mold
only one man who stand apath bold
breaking bread as history unfold
so i may pen da america's new stroll

Lable me not as an hero
but a black man a brother u know
one that's in america's sad show
fighting round for round blow by blow

soon it will be done
for my eyez like raising in da sun
my body of ash dust 2 dust
remember it wasn't about me but the us

AMERICA

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]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=78 HELLO OLD FRIEND http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=77 Wed, 24 Sep 2008 22:36:20 GMT

Hello old Friend
Can't say I'm happy to feel you again
For what do i owe this acquaintance

Did you need a recap
since your long slumber nap
and to stretch your tentacles daintily

Well, i was doing fine
at the top of my prime
Just living my life so saintly

Had new friends stay
but then quickly ran away
as your arrival did quite frightened 'em

So tell me old friend
why are your here
did envy and jealousy awaken you

Well, you can not stay
lest i pack you away
in the land of the lost and forgotten

But it's nice you've stopped by
to remind me you're alive
and to lock my doors more tightly

If i need you real soon
like at the phase of the new moon
Please don't come again
unless i invite you

:bazooka:

:heart:

]]> PurpleMoons http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=77 Journey to the married lyfe......... http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=76 Tue, 23 Sep 2008 20:18:18 GMT *well I was supposed to be a Mrs. on July 19 and it didnt happen. So much negativity was involved in it. Me and my fiance believe in God he is our soul provider. In other words we are spiritual compatible. And I love him for that. He spoke of our intended marriage. Saying that we dont need... well I was supposed to be a Mrs. on July 19 and it didnt happen. So much negativity was involved in it. Me and my fiance believe in God he is our soul provider. In other words we are spiritual compatible. And I love him for that. He spoke of our intended marriage. Saying that we dont need paper saying we are married. Because that is man's way. But God's way isnt carnal. How many of you believe that? Would you go before God to ask him to bless this union or go before Man to be on paper. That is something I have been wrestling in my mind. Because Jehovah isnt carnal. We are going to try to get married next year. If disaster and negativity doesnt surround. I will be posting regularly about my wedding! ]]> nevar http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=76 POVERTY Realism of our struggle http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=75 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:46:32 GMT *POVERTY...short coming * -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Small circle community bound the hood of poverty living on city street, searching alley ways for a meal to eat, stumble by night unto the next day same song continue to display in the hood... POVERTY...short coming
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Small circle community bound the hood of poverty living on city street,
searching alley ways for a meal to eat, stumble by night unto the next
day same song continue to display in the hood of hollow screams and
cold moments of voided dreams, struggling to live facing the greed as
mental minds inslaved many bleed from the mist of forgoing debts
humanly we search for will and jobs yet scared from imbound tame where
many of us became cell mates in county jail, the street darkness covered
in sin from pushers, pimps and feins killing what we thought was american
dreams but found the misused liberty of freedom , poverty grew stronger
schools filled in hope but the teaching was broken maze of hope,
learning little becoming homebound to teaching the reality of life a new
child born again into the struggling sin , lights dem is it a blackout or
is it another face taken the place from window view is a truck , spoiled
moments nowhere to go heavy poverty all we know as we get step on
by the klan white known supremacist hubbing the hood to call it ghetto
section in secrecy because we share different secularism our renowed
security forces alerts us that we now have to fight with all resources.

Standing half the distance away feeling pressure from what have yet
blessed to have and living in the community of fracture dreams outlooking
the shadows of destructional unjustice as another brutha beaten by the
man in blue, knowing he turn in his white sheet for the color blue cloth and
shinning badge of no honor, half masked the corner filled up with youngings
singing in helm of harmony mistaken individualize identity all this ish getting
out of hand but there was no real relief for the black hood then we was
hit by skoff of thuggish , soon i took in the myth of what was and asked
myself what is a ghetto and who is thuggish it was another way to lable
our culture of colors into depression ,when the ghetto is defind as people
in quarters of the city basely members of the minority group live socially
but in or economic pressure that lead many to stray into illegal molds .
This wasn't our idealism of living but forced into by the higher power
these are people who have study our creed yet know nothing of it or
our true belief and will but knew to place us together in one area from
our madness of emotions and the poverty of our struggle we would
destroy, betray and kill and if given the white cloud or angel the brown
bomber which today is called cocain and harion we as people would surely
go into oppression and destructional to our own little did they know that
there own fellow men would be traped by the power it wasn't in plan but
the philosophy to deem us our space and living , poverty took on a whole
new meaning , still under watchful eye our governmental pimps set up
stage two laboratoryal scientific experimental of AIDS or none less HIV
they imbombed our motherland with this task to spread worldwide but let's
be known facts that it was carried by the over sea whiteman bringing it
to this country we call the U.S of A the devor struggle still remain and heavy
our poverty still lives and inner slavery captured in the lands of nowhere
america of no freedom or justice pose'd under no liberty as people from the
communities of black nation poverty has divided us into pockets and greed
to our creed with no living hope we struggle for ends and watch millions in
our Neighboring hoods become homeless, shoeless and in hunger it become
clear it's a never ending tale .

We have took this word and brought poverty upon ourselves by believing
all things and holding ourselves back short coming of the goal before us
we are no way underclassed to any human being yet never seen as equal
to a fare share we fight and struggle for everything we have and living.

So many have fallen and related to the welfare for hope and survivoring,
this govern, placed us in the sitcom of ghetto's from past belief of such term
and vow to keep the poor poorest as the rich get richer politically , poverty
has taken on a mainstream world view and outlook, we have tryed to break
this mold of struggling but always alone without culture backing from the back
yard of dirt this play in the mind of colored, we been driven by racism by the
texture of our skin , and off our selfish foolishness we display, our many
depression laid on us by our oppressor brings poverty if we don't now come
together in the hoods our communities and stand together from different
views or beliefs we all still in the same struggle of life that has betrayed us
from the social society of supremacist.Poverty calling.
check out pt.2 of poverty
Da $R ]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=75 Poverty Reality Truth of da struggle II http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=74 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:29:32 GMT *_POVERTY and the Reality of da Struggle_* *Absolute poverty thresholds *vs. *relative poverty thresholds* --- As explained by a National Academy of Sciences panel, “Absolute thresholds are fixed at a point in time and updated solely for price changes…. In contrast, relative thresholds, as commonly... POVERTY and the Reality of da Struggle
Absolute poverty thresholds vs. relative poverty thresholds --- As explained by a National Academy of Sciences panel, “Absolute thresholds are fixed at a point in time and updated solely for price changes…. In contrast, relative thresholds, as commonly defined, are developed by reference to the actual expenditures (or income) of the population of Black people”But this catastrophe also reveals how deeply divided our nation is economically and racially. Our social fabric has been strained by policies that have widened the gap between rich and poor, leaving many of America's worst off feeling marginalized and alienated. Those who were left behind,our poverty as blacks been politicly maped out by the white supemacy to keep us at bay and at there will, movements and leaders has taken the war for equality and freedom to the battle for black justice which yet been completed collectively as the gap gets bigger by our subconsciousness and lack of to free our minds from the american thinking,this story is neverending.

Black Poverty's Human Face the reality truth

Extreme poverty keeps minds entraped in rage where it's displayed against self and within the communities bringing a heavy load of depression and struggle to the cause we face as a people,the world envision africans / blacks as the poorest of people with little resources,surpemacy christian organization has form and these zationalize programs to keep us in mental state of confussion and divided, this has given our poverty no hope til the eastern star rise again whom that may be , betweet the years and the past we now forced to brand our own with dehumanized structure, faces now seen on white wash T.V through media , the hunger and struggle has deepen beyond compare with a face of soon destruction , the cries are heard cross the nation for help but yet we unable to help ourselves within self to expand. Our oppressor smiling that we yet to unite a unity to a solution that will close the gap of poverty, Sadly we fight for the wrong power and kill for the heartbroken reasons as my study continues i find us more afraid to step up or carry the torch of goodwill that will help liberate an revolutional mass to break the mold of government supemacy that has under minded africans/blacks and working to keep us in poverty , we must now respond with an unforeseen occurrence of mental power, self will, and mental sharpness.

Black Women in Poverty ! The reality truth

The Brothers are calling on the Sisters not to take the pill. It is this system's method of exterminating black people here and abroad. To take the pill means that we are contributing to our own GENOCIDE. However, in not taking the pill, we must have a new sense of value. When we produce children, we are aiding the REVOLUTION in the form of NATION building. Our children must have pride in their history, in their heritage, in their beauty. Our children must not be brainwashed as we were.PROCREATION is beautiful, especially if we are devoted to the Revolution which means that our value system be altered to include the Revolution as responsibility. A good deal of the Supremacist (White) efforts to sterilize the word's (Non-whites) out of existence is turning toward the black people of America. New trends in Race Control have led the architects of GENOCIDE to believe that Sterilization projects aimed at the black man in the United States can cure American internal troubles. Our Poverty is now at the state for an campaign to (Alleviate poverty the white supemacist america and their dupes, time we push for an all out drive a march from state to state with da wisdomize power of knowledge we have obtain through our dreadful painful yet enlighten history .welfare boards are doing their best to force black women receiving aid to submit to Sterilization. This disguised attack on black future generations is rapidly picking up popularity among determined genocidal engineers. This country is prepared to exterminate people by the pill or by the bomb; therefore, we must draw strength from ourselves. Poverty structure through white media tell how it is that poor black men don't support their families, how men won't be by the side of there women and how men love the streets / cars and drugs their liquor.We been masked as the problem,black women are under attack by the white supemacy to destroy life to cure poverty.

Pt.3 coming soon
Da $R__________________ ]]> $$RICH$$ http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=74 I GOT A TESTIMONY!!!! http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=72 Fri, 12 Sep 2008 14:28:36 GMT *My Goodness! My Goodness!! My Gracious Good GODNESS!!! I was in the Process of Trying to figure out HOW and WHERE in the World I am going to get some moneyfrom....I was strting to run out. Now I have been really good in Giving something Back to GOD in the Essence of me having something to give... My Goodness!
My Goodness!!
My Gracious Good GODNESS!!!

I was in the Process of Trying to figure out HOW and WHERE in the World I am going to get some moneyfrom....I was strting to run out. Now I have been really good in Giving something Back to GOD in the Essence of me having something to give (Financially)
I was able to do more than I probably EVER have, and I was happy to do it(THough I felt Adament)
I am trying to Put my Business into gr\ear and All ad I have need that have to get done....I was sort of Lost...smh
I went to financial aid yesterday because people have been recieving their Refund check and I did not recieve mine.
Now,, When I went initially to get my financial aid...the lady stiffed me.
Even though she gave me so little I could not take over 15 hours, I knew it was GOD saying to slow my roll.(I KNEW I was trying to do too much this semester, but I was going to ignore that and go ahead anyway....I know...smh)So therefore He Stuck that rut in there....and I am taking 13 hours
PSHT!
Less than what was decent!!!!!
(Look at that...my minimum wold have been 15 hours but I could not get the classes so...13hrs it is)It Ain't IRONY!
So I went Yesterday to get my money posted to my account, being that it had not and she said it would be up there lateron lat night.
(I have been looking places for job....I went up there yesterday to check on the status of me getting Work-Study...I will talk about that later...I know I need a JOB!)
I even had one....but I will talk about that later...LOL
So, Chilling I am, this morning I wake up(wake my roomate up! smh) go to breakfast and I was comming to the library....did not know why....but I was comming....Figured I would do something Productive.
I decided to check my status....all of my grades are in finally...I know my money for the summer will be comming in one day this month....Pretty cool.
I come and decide to check to see if my money was posted.....
and....smh
Now, I looked at the balance that was stated on the fee's list and it said 6932(That standard fee forout of stater I can NOT STAND!
But I am only taking 13 hours....so...why(I thought) is it still that much?
Now the lady only gave my 7116 for the semester...(I though it was 7 016 before) so I was only planning to break out will 100 dollars tops....I was going to be stressed...I Have books to pay for Man!
I go and look today....and oh my Jesus
A Whopping 900 dollars in the Bank!!:SuN024:
Bless His Name, because I did not give in Vain and it shows
I was blesed today and I had to speak it.....Oh yes
Let me Explain how good it gets though...
I still have an entire summer semster that will be put into the system and I should be geting a bit more at least by next month or so.
Blessing comming in Pairs
Ase'
It feels goo to have reassurance...Oh so so good.
Now Excuse me...I gotta go and Pic up this check from the business office.

GOD BLESS MY FAMILY!
:band: ]]> PLATINUMILLITY1 http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=72 untitled http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=71 Fri, 12 Sep 2008 01:10:24 GMT Twisted are the words that stream from her parched lips. (I thirst for energy). Images swirl in a dance around her mind as her fears creep up a mist the darkness within her soul. (I seek the knowledge within). Your dark, yet you fear it. Because it is a side of you, you wish to keep hidden not yet... Twisted are the words that stream from her parched lips. (I thirst for energy). Images swirl in a dance around her mind as her fears creep up a mist the darkness within her soul. (I seek the knowledge within). Your dark, yet you fear it. Because it is a side of you, you wish to keep hidden not yet knowing its potential. Vulnerable to the touch. Her body is intense, but her mind is deadly.....

Still under constuction.... ]]> Jaisolovely http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=71 Giving Up http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=70 Sun, 07 Sep 2008 03:36:45 GMT [COLOR="Red"][FONT="Franklin Gothic Medium"]Giving up is easier than struggling.
Giving up is easier than to keep moving.
Either way I am defeated.
Either way my words arent needed.
To find a place to rest my soul, from all of the big egos.
I want to give up this race and drift off to space.
To find ones wiser beyond human wise.
Giving up all thoughts.
Giving up this dead language.
Giving up my human goals and waking up to my minds dreams.
These worlds so far away. With each one carrying a piece of me.
Love playing hide and seek, I'm giving up on that too.
I am giving up all these emotions bc all I feel is one the most.
Giving up is easier than its opposite approach.[/FONT][/COLOR] ]]> Jaisolovely http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=70 Pain http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=69 Sat, 06 Sep 2008 03:52:22 GMT [I][COLOR="RoyalBlue"]I no longer feel for my life but what about yours? For you I bleed and cry a river. When you hurt the skies light up and the clouds clap. This body trembles and my bones shake. Another fallen star in your system and I watch as my sun's light grow dim. The world is closing in on him and I think he wants to escape by his own hands. I feel pain because I dont know what to do. He is hurting and I watched him set on a early day as I sat on the moon.[/COLOR] [/I]

[FONT="Georgia"]How do you ease the pain of a friend who's own blood was shot by the hand of another black man? His world repeatedly being turned upside down because of his environment and all he knows how to do is survive? Survive the best way he can while still holding the weight of the worldon his shoulders, with pain in his heart and poison in his mind? What should a woman do? All I could do was tell him to breathe because I could not breathe for him. I told him to think of sweet things because my face was not in front of him. I told him that I loved him just in case he felt like no one else cared. Were my words good enough? He lives so far away from me but is so close to my heart and I wish I could be there to do more.[/FONT] ]]> Jaisolovely http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=69 Second Day http://destee.com/forums/blog.php?b=68 Sat, 30 Aug 2008 03:51:13 GMT *So, It seems I had that rainy Day. Oh, and did it pour....smh. I was hungry, I was aggravated, I was poor, and I was failing Pre-Calulus....seeming it was only getting worse. I passed that White African Class(;)) Nah He was a cool man and I think I was his Favorite Student in the Class. Git an... So, It seems I had that rainy Day.
Oh, and did it pour....smh. I was hungry, I was aggravated, I was poor, and I was failing Pre-Calulus....seeming it was only getting worse.

I passed that White African Class(;)) Nah He was a cool man and I think I was his Favorite Student in the Class. Git an "A"

That Comp I...MAN I though I was going to be on the Verge....I REALLY wanted and "A"!!
I got a "C". I did Bad on the Final...but it was probably expected.

And, Drum Roll Please....

I got a "C" In PreCa;culus. Honestly, SHe gave me a "C".....And I decided to Take it And Move Up....It actually is Getting much better...i just need more time and to NOT miss Four Days in a Row Like 2 WEEKS before the final...but you take your blessings....and It was a huge one for me.

I am taking Four Classes This Semster(I got LOTS of Free time right now) I am still poor, but I am doing well with it...and I think that one day soon....I will be Sailing away from this circumstance of "Poor."

So, I am Taking General Chem.(Teacher is a Converted Muslim, Changed name and All) He is Cool
I am going to have to take my lab next semester which is Somewhat of a Bummer
I am somewhat afraid because I failed Chemstry in High School and never re-tok it. I know that if I was to Pass that class i will need to study...and learn...Like I said, he is cool.

Composition II...teacher is a Reformed Hippie or Something....but cool....Intrested and Getting work done...VERY cool.
I will be working on research papers in this class.

I am taking Calculus. Enough Said Right? LOL I forgot how to do a Few things...butI am getting the had of the old and the New....I think I am ready....she is cool too.

Engineering, Drawing, and Graphics...This is a Prerequisite class for my Civil Engineering Major. I like the Teacher she is an Indian lady and she get REEALLLLYY stressed out if you draw a Line incorrectly:SuN011:

This Is going to be such a Great Semester
I have other things the introduce negative aspect and vibes but they are not welcome to this Blog.
Maybe I will make a new one or something.
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Dont ask me why I dont have words for it right now but I know somethings have been revealed... lol boy am I out of it, says her human self.[/FONT]

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